....and so glad to see you here browsing my new website. Yep! I did it again! Change is good, right?
I have been in that dark place again and wanting to come out into the light, but if you live with anxiety and depression, you know how hard that can be sometimes.
Developing a new website has been on my list since the beginning of the year, but I keep putting it off. I keep telling myself it will reflect badly on me; it will make me appear fickle, unorganized and flighty. How is anyone going to take me seriously if I keep bouncing around and fading out? When asked what I do or why my clothes are full of paint how can I raise my head and respond with "I am a mixed media artist" and "Yes, I do sell my work" when I.am.so.not.prepared?
But this has been on my list. I've always used "free" blogging services. Some served me better than others. I'm now embarking on a "not-so-free" blogging service and struggling with my worthiness to do so. Am I worth the money it will cost to use this blogging service? Will paying for it encourage me to connect more regularly? Until recently I have spent far more on Starbuck's drinks every month.
So....Here I am. I've decided to take the plunge. I am choosing to dive right in and decide that Yes! I am worth it!